Hello guys. Long time since my last post, huh. So sorry I was so busy lately with some stuff. Busy being too lazy to update my blog. Lol, Once again, really sorry.
Okay, as I said in my title.... Right now I AM OFFICIALLY ON A DIET (again and again and again) because I am damn tired of being really fat and the most important is being UNHEALTHY.
Don't get me wrong, I did not go on a diet to lose some weight and become skinny and sexier and prettier. No, I don't want to be skinny. And I love myself just the way I am (does any boy out there who can love me as much as I love myself? Lol. As the matter of fact, there is. And he is my boyfriend. lol). But then I become aware (after my mom told me like billion times) that I need to go on a diet to lose some weight to become healthy. It's never about the beauty, it's about the health.
So, I am now re-joining in a gym. I was a member since 2011 but I never show up anymore because I'm too lazy to go there alone and got busy with college thingy and so on. But then I got a call from the marketing and told me that they have a promo and it will be free to re-joining. No administration fee at all. So, here I am going back to the gym... Yay me!
I got free 3 session with the Personal Trainer and I got some useful advice from my trainer about healthy diet. So, he told me that diet is not about not eating, but it's about how to manage your meal. About the time and the food combination. And, I will not have to count any calories at all. So right now from the time I wake up 'till 12 p.m. I can only eat fibers like fruits or veggies or something boiled like boiled eggs. And from 12 p.m 'till 6 p.m I can eat whatever I want. Cake, oily food, all the tasty food. And from 6 p.m 'till the time I go back to sleep, I shall eat some foods like I eat in the morning.
But this is my problem. It seems that I can't control myself at all. I cannot resist temptation. Please don't tell my personal trainer, but I sometimes cheat on my diet :p. Oh my God. I really need to find the motivation soon and I gotta control myself. Try to fight the temptation. The hunger. The thing is... sometimes, I got some fruit. I should eat that but I just can't be full with it. So I eat instant noodle instead.
I gotta I gotta make this diet work. I gotta work out harder and try to control myself so by the time I go back to stay at the Ritz Carlton again, I can eat a lot of tasty food on breakfast. You know, last month when I stay at the Ritz Carlton and it comes to breakfast time, I can only eat food and boiled eggs, Oh and also Salmon Sashimi. Why can't I resist instant noodle?????
Anyway, my hardwork about this 2 months has been paid. I feel like my pants that is usually really tight become kinda loose.. a little... But still.
But seriously, guys. This is a lot of hard work. I love attending body combat class at the gym. And it's really tiring (but fun. super fun! I love it) and makes my body HURTS so much. My arms hurt, then my legs hurt. And right now, my back is hurt, my butt cheek is hurt, my legs hurt, my ankle hurt and my stomach also hurt (from the sit ups I guess). But it means that the muscle is start growing and forming at the area, right.
Yeah man, there will be some muscle in this body soon.
But, my weight is still the same. Well, actually I lose some kgs. 0,5 kgs to be precisely. Lol. Hey, at least I lose some kgs right (I'm optimistic lol). But seriously, beside of my pants starting to kinda loose a little bit, I don't think I lose some weight in another area. Well, actually I do. Few times after I finished workout, I think that my shoes are kinda loose, are kinda bigger. I thought I'm losing some weight on my feet. But well... I got a lot... A LOT of FAT. So maybe it's not that simple to make them all gone. I gotta work harder. And... My target is on October I gotta lose about 15 kgs (is that possible? I hope so). 3 months to go. 15 kgs to lose. So... I should lose 5 kgs in a month. I hope I can do it!
Please wish me luck guyssssss... And remember to stay healthy okay guys
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p.s.
I might blog some of the recipe of the food I made for this diet (no oil contained, bruh!). But don't worry, they taste good. Just because your in diet, doesn't mean you can't eat tasty food. Healthy food can be tasty bruh! lol... And... I'll keep you guys on update about my diet progress. So you guys can mock me or yell at me if I'm still can't lose some weight. lol.
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